life must goes on,even u have to..

Ok jugak mengarang blog..aktiviti masa lapang agAk jelas nk buat apa,at least..iaitu menyediakn draft blog..ini termasukla kalo petang2hujan xdpt jogging..or mlm2 xde dokumentari best kt astro..or selera mkn terencat di waktu mlm2 xtahu nk tuju kt mana..xpun kalo time mcm ni tgh tunggu

Draft kali ini menceritakan kisah seorang ayah..semasa tgh aku eyeball the patients time oncall kt NICU(ABG round dh setel..earlier than expected..huhuhu)..adala 'pemuda' ni ..tgh melawat anak dia sambil senyum2.then i approached him..

Ayah : "Doktor.".(sapa dia lembut).

Aku : ..angkat tangan + senyum..tak kata apa2..

Ayah : he started a conversation "mari hanto susu doktor"..sambil tunjuk gajuk and few small containers inside it which contained the expressed breast milk..(gajuk:plastic bag)

Aku : (aku memuji2 la sikit)"bagus ayah dia."(anaknya premature 28weekers twin plop tu-sorang dh discharged-ni yg tinggal ni masih kt ward awaiting the weight to be satisfactory to be discharged).

Ayah : "tapi doktor saya xpastila doktor utk hanto susu pasni.. saya mmg susoh nak mari sebab sy org susah..ni mari dgn moto redah hujan..mmg nk bawak mak dia pun sy lagila xboleh bawak."

he sounded so sad..i can see the frustrations of his feelings.

Aku : "xper ayah dia..kt ward ni kami jaga..susu formula la kami guna kalo xde susu ibu.. n bg supplements..nk buat mcmana dh susah utk ayah nk datang"- im totally agree with him.

it is costly to get the prem baby's weight gaining up..the small bottle of
the fat oil costs rm100++

Ayah : "ni anak saya ke 7.. 5 sebelum ni..so dpt twin ni 2..tp pasni xboleh ada dah..saya xmampu..isteri pun dh 'ikat'(BTL).."

this is what BTL means..

Aku tengokla ic masing2.-as the father looked so young for me- his age is early 40 n the wife is 30..WHATTTTT??
Mak ai..cepatnya..there are some consequences if we carry out the permenant method of contraception.-there will be no turning back road for her particularly,and NOT him-but im sure they did think it over for this issue.

Ayah : "saya doktor..darjah 5 dh bkerja nelayan..skrg pun masih nelayan..tp hujan ni seminggu x pi ke laut.saya ni awok2 jer.gaji dpt kalo kelaut ..mcmana nk bg anak saya makan kalo ramai2.."-tp gaya dia ckp mcm org yg masih muda sbb he is still 'belia'-aged.(awok2 : pekerja bawahan dlm nelayan)

Aku : (betul jugak-dlm hati)..ayah duduk mana?

Ayah : "telAga Daeng..seberang takir.."

Aku : "xperla ayah dia ..nanti kita cubala utk bg berat dia naik cepat sikit"..ayat mengakhiri perbualan..xper ayah dia..pasni kalo rasa nk mari bandar bwkla sekali susu n singgah hospital".

langit x selalu cerah..

It is important for prem baby to gain weight well..the faster the better..since smaller the baby,higher the 'cost' to be spent on them..sure kita tahu hari ni brg2baby lg mahal bbndg brg2dewasa..lg kecik pampers lg mahal harganya..

Aku pun beredar pergi.sambil berfikir..it is so common for us tp hear such similar "bersamamu-like" story like this..but i never know that it causes major decision to be made by the family..especially the parents.aku tinggalkn dia yg borak2dgn staffnurse..

I understood how the 'climate' changes their life..i have experienced this before..being brought up at Kampung Duyung as my late grandfather-maternal side was also a fisherman.and even worse he just owned a small boat without any safety equipment..went out to the sea each dawn to fish.

Memang susah hidup nelayan..orang tu alami,orang tu rasa..mmg la mkn ikan setiap hari tp kualiti yg bagus utk dijual yg ada di rumah yg dh kira rejected..

Kt tganu pulop public transport system makes the condition worse..nowadays i hardly see any "bus mini" services that go to n fro from the city centre to other remote areas in kuala terengganu..or probably the ruling government has abolished it.im not sure..but if that's so..it is a stupid decision since some of terengganu people are not affordable enough to have a 'big' car like them...natijahnya ramai yg xder access ke hospital..Bilerla public transport system kt tganu ni nk btmbh maju..pikirla utk rakyat.

bus ni ker satu2nya bus yg ada kat tganu
rasanya ni utk kemudahn pelancongan rather than kebajikan sosial.

sesuatu yg bIASA bg kita boleh jadi LUARBIASA utk org lain-SH

everything is well..bcoz grandma is here.

Malam2kdg kalo pusing kat tganu ni mmg terus sesat di dalam kegelapan..sebab xbyk sgt benda yg blh dicari mlm2 pastu hujan plop..Lg la tido awal la jawabnya..

Sambil pusing2 bandoraya warisan pesisiran air ni..akhirnya terpaksa berdiskusi di dalam kereta sbb hujan lebat..

Aku : giler hujan lebat..time2gini la biasa byk patient kanak2 senang dapat sesak nafas lelah asma nk masuk ward..

Member : yerla byk budak2skrg ni lemah pthnn badan..sikit2catch cold n flu..

Aku : budak2..nk buat mcmana..tp kdg2lawak jgk sbb mak ayah skrg ni yg overanxious n overprotective ..so anak2pun fragile..mengikut emosi2mak ayah..

Member : setuju..

again..another view at midnight of fav lane..

Aku : td pagi buat round..ada 1patient 11 years old, kt ward.admitted to ward bcoz sakit perut memulas2sikit je tgh2mlm..biasala kan nenek yg dh berusia mahu 70thn dah kot ni bwkla sbb dia sgt risau katanya..jd kami diagnosed gastritis 

**He looks so well sgt.. apart from the complaint of abdominal discomfort..no any remarkable physical findings..no need to carry out any lab test.

Member : then..

Aku : jadi kami bagi MMT(ala2graviscon tu) jerla sbb Simptom pun xserius..lgpun budak ni dh 20kali masuk ward ?munchaussen synd*..

**Tp ni kira ok biasa dia masuk ward sbb pengsan..xsedarkn diri..sesak nafas..(almost exclusively blaku kalo bgaduh dgn kawan or termakan hati dgn nenek dia..)

Member : giler >20 kali???

Aku: tuela psl..tp yg lawaknya arini..tgh2round nak mintak balik sbb dh sihat dh..then ditanya ok dh ke perut pas mkn ubat?..

(Di wad...flashback scene..)
Nenek : ok dah doktor..tengok tu dr td dh melompat3 ..sihat dh tu kalo lagu tu..

Aku : ok dh tu..balik mkn ubat jer ni.esok boleh pegi sekolah dah..ubat kt ward makan tak?

Nenek..: makan dah..dia ni senang jer makan ubat.

Aku : oooo..bagusla makan ubat senang boleh balik awal..

(she paused for a few sec n then showed to me an empty cup with remnants of MMT..)

MMT saper yg xkenal..air syrup putih utk gastrik yg biasa dressar bagi .

Nenek : tengok doktor .. Ni ubat td dah dia ok xsakit perut ..td patut makan subuh tadi missi(nurse) bagi..tp doh makcik kesian MAKCIK MAKAN LA UBAT NI.

Aku : huh????????????????makcik makan ubat tu?-aku salah dengo ker ni..Apasal makcik  makan? Astaghfirullah.

Nenek:makcik kesian nak gerok(kejutkn dr tido) dia ..makcik la yg makan ubat ni ..kita ni kesian kat dia,sayang kat dia..jadi kita ni org tua la yg makan ubat dia...(dgn nada menyimpan rahsia kemelut perasaan yg sulit dterjemahkan)..

Aku : Ya Allah makcik..tu bukan tanda sayang.ubat tu utk dia ... Bukan utk makcik..xpernah org buat mcm ni makcik..(dalam hati aku bercampur2..nk marah kesian n hormat perasaan dia yg dh berusia..nk tgelak tp this is a serious potentially life threatening).

Nenek : xboleh ker doktor.?senyum3lg.

Aku : mujur ubat sakit perut kalo ubat darah tinggi/sakit jantung ke tak ke bahaya makcik..kn xpasal2sy kena CPR makcik..mmmmmm..geleng2kepala aku dbuatnya..

Ada jugak org mcm ni..sayangkn cucu sanggup buat hal2yg pelik..aku risau suatu hari nanti kalo cucu dia ni xdpt nk balas balik pengorbanan dia xtahula..sbb budak ni pun dh ada manipulative trait behaviour.
Kesian aku kat makcik ni..sampai bila berterusan nak kena 'buli' dgn cucu dia ni...Astaghfirullahhh..

Okla that's it..im speechless..xpernah berlaku sblm ni..

this is not applied to Tganu people...

Ssuatu yg biasa bg kita,mungkin luarbiasa utk org lain - SH 

lawak kuda..18SX

lawak..huhuhuhu...

(ceriter ni mungkin benar mungkin tidak,sbb ianya sekadar hiburan..and diriwayatkan pun dari sumber2 yang tidak secara klinikalnya boleh dipercayai).

...........Suatu Petang 1 pm (lunch time) di KK-tp doktor x abis lagi tengok patient yg berlambok kat luar...............
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Encik Lurus : Doktor, macamana ni doktor ?? kata kalo pakai 'alat' ni semua okay..

Doktor : 'Alat' mana encik?..(doktor pun dh amnesic sebab ramai tengok patient kat Klinik Kesihatan le ni dh DG nya dr Unit Kesihatan Awam..kalo boleh nak buat KK macam hospital kecik).

Encik Lurus : Ni ha doktor.(sambil keluarkan dr dlm poket seluar dia).kondom yang doktor bagi ni.Kan saya amik kaunseling dr doktor 2 bulan lepas untuk merancang keluarga,saya kalau boleh tak nak anak dulu buat masa ni..sebab dh 6 orang anak saya kecik2 belaker lagi doktor..

Doktor : tapi encik memang ni pun salah satu kontraseptif -pencegah kehamilan yang memang boleh diusahakan, jimat and mudah..

Encik Lurus : habis tu macamana ? bini saya kata ujian kencing nya positif semalam : mengandung.!

Doktor.: ada bocor ke kondom ni?

Encik Lurus : xder

Doktor : expired ker?

Encik Lurus : 2013 Dec ni doktor..

Doktor : ke longgar?

Encik Lurus : memang pun doktor..

Doktor : tapi saiz standard ni jer yg ada..awak pakai macamana?

Encik Lurus : Saya buat yg macam 100% doktor ajarla..(sambil menunjukkan cara pakai)

betul2 menurut arahan ni kalo dapat patient macam ni.

Doktor : huh??

Encik Lurus : apasal doktor..??salah ker?

Doktor : Awak pakai macam ni ker..cuba confirmkn balik (tertelan sputum yg dry)

Encik Lurus : yerla doktor ni pun saya pilih ibu jari nak suruh ketat..

Doktor : astaghfirullah encik..saya demo jer pakai kat jari tangan..ni alat ni bukan pakai kat tangan..pakai kat 'bawah' la encik..

Encik Lurus : Ya Allah doktor..apasal xbagitahu awal2...

begitula malam tu memang xder benda dh membuatkan aku nak tergelak selain mendengo cerite yang begitu jujur warisan wasiat riwayat turun dr mulut ke mulut..apapun sesiapa tersinggung dengan lawak diatas harap bersabor..and of course im sorry again it has no any relation dgn yg hidup mahupun yg mati...

sesuatu yang common bagi kita boleh jadi uncommon utk org lain-SH

People with good memories seldom remember anything worth remembering...

A Trip down the memory lane.. just to find out how much ur memories fade..and now some are also fading away..

Kursus Thalasemia in Pusat Darah Negara arini tanggal 19-09-2011..jalan temerloh adalah laluan paling common digunakan time preklinikal dulu2 masa belajo kat KCKL(time flies so fast...)

Kali pertama masuk dalam PDN..

Lama dah xlalu lorong ni..dulu2time undergrad masa thn 1 n 2 selalu berlari3anak dr kampus titiwangsa ke kckl jam 7.30/7.40am..Then cross the soccer field at HKL then lalu ikut lorong tepi masjid n dapur HKL..till peluh dh turun ke keting(betis)..barula sampai..Masuk dewan kuliah 8am masa tu otak dh guna Kreb's cycle(xcukup oxygen)..lbh kurang 20minutes walking distance tuh..saper2 yg masih ingat ni nk bg gambaran kasar n kelam kehidupan di masa lampau seorg pelajar ..

pndgn sblh kiri bahu..so familiar..yet vaguely remembered..

pandangan bahu kanan..that's it..it has changed..

jejantas...

pokok2 semua dh makin besor and berjanggut...

pandangan tunnel vision....

padang ni kalo basah mmg kasut pun basah sekali.

So this entry dtujukn khas buat kwn2UKM yg sama bjuang mengerah sodium n potassium dr liang roma mghabiskn 5/6/7 tahun belajo di UKM Medic..mahupun kwn2 FSKB yg memerah keringat 3/4 thn di KCKL..

Alang2 dh kat PDN..masa terluang sempatla singgah kat Balai Seni Lukis Negara...dh berkembang tempat ni..

B.S.L.N 2011 revisited

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. 
Art is knowing which ones to keep.  ~Scott Adams

Painting is just another way of keeping a diary.  ~Pablo Picasso

Painting is easy when you don't know how,
 but very difficult when you do.  ~Edgar Degas

Sesuatu yg biasa bg kita boleh jd luarbiasa utk org lain..SH


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Short story where business and pleasure meets..

Bagus jugak ada aktiviti utk buat blog..at least dpt gunakan
Masa bosan di tempat2 mcm air port n dlm kapal terbang utk hal2 yg bguna..dpt buat entry pendek pun ok dah janji masa x sia2..

Not so economic after all actually...

bag tagging...

An ocean of peoples..in the departure hall(a process of waiting,,)

Please be seated..

Dh few months xnaik MAS..previously,mmg selalu naik MAS tp dh terpikat dgn AA so lama xnaik..BUT(t) recently the airfares by AA Bukan tambang murah dah..jauh lg mahal bbanding MAS..tensen aku.mahal nk mamposs..

MAS pun blh tahan mau rm200+ one way..dh terdesak n darurat nk attend kursus esoknya utk workshop thalasemia n aku mmg tgh dpt back pain terpaksa naik flight bbndg drive ke KL(aku xpernah drive pun before..)

**baru tahu kenapa mahal : rupa2nya airport super-full mcm org nk pi haji .. Ramai budak2 yg nk pi belajo medic ke middleast..

Dlm liver aku tibe2murmuring : "belajo molek adik2 yer jgn hampakn hrpn mak ayah n yg penting rakyat : some of them bukan shj pakai biasiswa tp tabung zakat pun ada..so aku rasa kalo x belajo bsungguh smmgnya peluang n ruang utk kamu tgolong ddlm golongan yg zalim adlh 'cerah'..

Kerjaya doktor bukannya glamer or mewah..ianya lbh kepada minat utk bbakti yg mcorakkn keseronokkan bkerja bila dh pulang ke tanah air nanti..balik nanti jgn plop jd HO manja,keje kena bsungguh-mesej ini juga peringatan utk diri sendiri).."..pjg jugak liver aku bermonolog sendiri sbb aku dh nmpk kbykn org slh phm dgn gaji yg xberapa lumayan kami..

'Lambat plop MH1339 ni..tp xper iphone ada ..time ni la nk buat draft blog..'

What an airlines industry can offer u?for me to list it down i will give 3 important issues of my aim when travel by plane :
1. Feeling secured while on board
2. a great pleasure met with your expectations eg inflight meals
3. Punctuality of the departure-arrival time..

Tp tahukah anda airlines services ni benchmark utk quality standard mereka kena 100%-no room for mistake particularly anything that related with the safety issue..kerana kalo silap kecik mmg disasterous la..

My HOD used to say this : "A doctor should behave,think n work like a pilot"..sebab seorang pilot xboleh buat silap n jika dia buat silap semua beratus2 mlh possible beribu akan mati n lg mcabar dgn dia2sekali mati(adil la utk hukum karma).

Tapi seorg doktor kalo dia yg buat silap patient jer akan mati n good things is doktor tu xmati pun..(this makes sense perhaps since sometimes we ..the doctors carelessly do harm unto our pt n even worse we dont learn from our mistakes (again im reminding myself : it's just clicked in my mind as the plane was having some vigurous motion due to an air turbulance as it was so cloudy night n windy)

Kali ni pjlnn aku sgt punctual sampai wpun lmbt departed td(wpun hujan .. Risau jgk bgegar2td)..

Tp ada dua isu dlm NST arini (biasa xde masa nk baca paper betul2..tp sbb xde keje nak buat dlm flight..) yg menjerat retina aku utk terus membaca :- huhuhu..those are :

How Ali found his happiness..he is my friend's father..pakcik ALi rupanya..

this cartoon really amused me..see how the doctor interprets the Xray..

yahoo's image : Terrapuri , house of the Royals..Rm 290/night

 And when i browse the inflight magazine..i was amazed with an article on Terapuri Resort-cerita bermula dr kecik mcmana pengasas Ping Anchorage Tganu blh berjaya till his childhoold time's ambition now comes true(it is not easy to fulfill it even he got a lot of money-he said so-i think it is incorrect,anyhow i should congratulate him for a risk-taking decision).

          Akhir kata.. if the airlines services is the best industry in the world that has almost 99.9999999% failure-free rate..the second one goes to this industry(watch the youtube below)..their highest error is only 1 in each million service...huhuhu(where is our rank as a health care provider?i dont know)..

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Celebrating gastronomy 1.1 : Roll it or 'bake'kan ajer..

kalo nk cari identiti budaya masyarakat Terengganu aku rasa adalah melalui makanannya in which the best time adalah breakfast time..

Lately i have to engage myself with breakfast celebration of gastronomy since kalo x breakfast ntah bila plop dpt jamah mknn..semenjak sistem shift HO keje ward.. punya kemuncak adalah time lunch..so in order to fortify yourself with enough calories..the breakfast must be adequate in term of calories requirement for energy to be stored in your muscle,glucose in your brain,fluid in your blood+mucosal layer,electrolytes for your kidneys..

So sini aku nk brief sikit kuih2yg dpt bg kita tenaga..tp sorryla xder pengiraan kalori dr segi saintifik..i chose 2 very very traditional trengganu signature kueh(?plural for kuih ke?)..

To start with..This 1st following tganu kuih is almost similar as western 'pie' in comparison..
Amazingly the taste will never be the same even if you compare  this with their own type..

This unique kuih is called ROPA in tganu dialect..I was told the name is derived from english word called 'roll pie'..

Till today..they have evolved into so many mutated shape n presentation..ada yg letak sambal ikan..ada yg letak sambal kelapa..but the original roll pie ini sebenarnya adalah ubi stella n daging..

See bukan sbrg ubi.ubi pun mat salleh..stella (aka keledek) tu namanya.high in carbohydrate from it's starch..kalo ubi lain mmg xsdp.sbb perasa manis tu turun from the ubi..then the protein content of course mainly comes from the meat n usually org xpakai daging import...

Not only the fillings but the pastry is also similarly important to be well fried..not too overly done..

try la mkn ropa..biasanya xmahal rm0.40/pc(jauh bbeza kek kat secret recipe)..thus i chose this kuih for a better definition since i ve been eating this since my toddler age ..n yet i could not suggest any better place for you to find it elsewhere except in Terengganu..

See the photogenic effect of the ROPA..

cut it into two..

see the drooling..of the fillings..

The second kuih is called BEKANG..it is derived from the word BAKING..as a combination of verb BAKE + KAN (Tganu special pronunciation turns it into KANG)..this kuih we bake it using steel-made mould that put atop of burning charcoal+dapur kayu (traditional way of baking)..

I dont know how to describe it.tp rasanya sama ibarat makan apam telur(betul ke?) dgn kaya..tp kena ingat kesusahan utk buat bekang ini n ianya mmg synonym dgn penggunaan dapur arang n dbungkus dgn daun pisang..

Ada jugok org buat kuah lemak..certain peoples especially the old folks of Tganu consider this delicacy is so nostalgic for so many reasons..but for me i appreciated it just because susah nk buat ni..n kecik2dulu kalo pi beli Bekang ni kena sedut sekali byproducts asapnya masuk peparu time beratur nk beli kuih ni..(aku rasa dulu kalo pi beli breakfast selalu aku suka perhatikAn penjual baik nasi or kuih executed masakan mereka..they're so skillful..n of course irreplaceble with our new generation..)

So enjoy the following Fotos ye kawan2..(saper member2yg dtg tganu aku belanja).


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the main 'isi' inside..made from flour n eggs..



pandangan sagittal..



pandangan ventral..



pandangan close up..coronal cut..



"sesuatu yg BIASA bg kita..boleh jd LUARBIASA bg org lain" -SH

we still have enough time (even life is short..)

Hikhikhik...ketawa kecil budak ni..as i was about to palpate his abdomen..parents nya xde.yg ada pun abangnya yg lbh kurang sama saiz..no adult who should look after him was around..he looks a bit delayed in his development n cognitive achievement..

Then i said okla dik..arini dah boleh balik sihat dah..
Budak tu masih ketawa sambil menutup mulutnya..sambil berkata n memandang tajam kt pusat graviti aku..then suddenly he said ;

Doktor!nak kabo ser (bgtau satu hal) ni..tali pinggang doktor sama dgn tali pinggang saya..huhuhu..

Lawak betul..nmpk sgt ciput jer gaji doktor mcm aku..dahla gaji ciput pakai barang pun sama dgn taraf patient ni(blh jd dia yg kaya tanpa berusaha kot..utk menyedapkn hati)..but actually tu yg menarik psl patient2 pead ni..they never lie to you..Aku punya tali pinggang BUM yg dbeli di Mydin of Course it is highly affordable for everybody n anybody in Kota metropolitan kt Kuala terengganu..

Tp yerla budak2ni mmg challenging la kalo ada mslh2 kesihatan yg x terungkai..terutama kalo bab2 developmental n functional disabilities disorder..i wonder how a CP(cerebral palsy) patient feels about their stormy life..how do they see the world..how  painful the pain they bare from the severe contractures resulting from the neurological problems..how is their appetite like as some of them are on tube feeding that bypass the palate pleasures..




i wonder how would they differentiate colors of the nature...?



Mcmanala budak2 yg brain tumor or post meningitic brain lesions yg mpunyai developmental regression menjalani khdpn..from able to walk but ends up with only able to crawl..sensoryneural
Hearing loss..small head .etc2..too many things to write it down(brain is the most amazing organ of human body)..the organ that never meant to be transplantable(so far)..

How a child with genetic disorders associated with brain anomaly facing difficulties in decoding the world's secret..i just wonder do they able to differentiate colors..enjoying sounds n musics..etc..etc.



ward round is my core business..

 Life wont be the same not only for those patients but certainly for the parents/guardians/caregivers..berat mata memandang berat lg bahu memikul..some of the parents are so motivated in looking after their handicapped children..but some might just so "inappropriately carefree" about this issues and the needs of their less fortunate children..tp siapala kita utk menilai mereka.

Life is so short for them..very short..i really mean 'very'..kebanyakkan anak2mereka ni umur x panjang..biasanya jarang2 mereka melepasi usia 10 tahun..tetapi rata2ibubapa yg menjaga adalah mereka yg memiliki semangat yg luarbiasa dlm memastikn anak2mereka sihat walaupun secara teknikalnya tiada ubat or penawar yg boleh memulihkn kerosakan kekal otak yg telah terjadi..(hoping for a medical miracle almost impossible in this situation)..



Do they have even a chance to have a walk in the park..?some of them- i do see.

 This short entry adalah lebih kpd mghargai semangat2mereka.. golongan ibu n bapa yg tidak mengenal erti letih n lesu bg mjaga anak istimewa mereka(syukur yaAllah aku ada ibubapa yg mjaga kebajikan aku)..sebagai doktor sekiranya kita kurang phm permasalahan mereka jgnlah kita cepat menghukum..Give them a break..they need us ..for them to channel the burden is so logical- if occasionally they express some 'giving-up' signs -but we as a medical staff should understand them.

I ve seen a family with three of their children having unexplained global developmental delayed n regression.it is almost exclusively occur at the moment they achieved age of 3/4 years old..1 of them already succumbed due to aspiration pneumonia leaving behind another 2 siblings who are totally dependant for the cares of their basic living skills..tp ibu yg mjaga xpernah kedekut utk menerbitkan senyuman setiap kali berjumpa baik di klinik or ward.

Kepada ibubapa yg mempunyai mslh yg sama diatas tdpt 1 hadith yg dikaitkn dgn perumpamaan sprt mereka (sumber resource room picu) :

Lalu Abu Talhah berkata dr Al-Dahhak bin Abd Rahman bin 'Azib menceritakan kepadaku daripada Abu Musa katanya : Rasulullah SAW bersabda bahaea Allah SWT berfirman yg bmaksud
"Wahai Malaikat Maut Engkau mencabut nyawa seorg anak drpd hambaku,engkau mengambil buah hatinya dan anak kesayangannya"

Jawab malaikat maut : Ya !

Lalu Allah berkata : apa yg ia kata (ketika kematian anaknya itu).?

Jawabnya malaikat : Ia memuji engkau dengan berkata kami ini adalah hamba dan milik Allah dan kepadaNya kami dikembalikn.

Maka Allah berfirman : binalah sebuah rumah utk nya di syurga dan berilah nama utknya Bait Al Hamd(rumah pujian)..




Im sure He will open the door of heaven to those who are unfortunate enough as above mentioned..

 maka bg doktor ..be prepared to give ur best for them because they are so special to God..dont let urself to be sluggished n sloppy in treating them..(aku ingatkn diri aku)..

Sesuatu yg Biasa bg kita boleh jd luarbiasa utk yg lain -SH.


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