lama benar dah tak tulis blog..biasala keje hangat2 taik ayam memang susah nak konsisten..campur darab malas..tolak masa suntuk..bahagi dgn masa oncall memang xsempat nak bersosial..even worse tahun ni satu habuk open house x sempat attend..since life is so short..
tapi xde apa pun nak share or tulis..jadi memang terbengakalai la almanak nya..okla sebab dah berserawang blog ni..maka sempena Hari Malaysia ni terpaksa la buat satu blog..sbb alang2 kerajaan dah bagi cuti..
kalau la tangan banyak macam ni memang setel la keje aku..
sebagai membuka edisi blog ni just nak bagi korang cerite yang xberapa nak best..tp bagi aku best la kot sebab travel time2 otak hampir2 nk pecah dan medulla pun dah nak herniates dek kerja memanjang kat ward..
sebagai memula langkah mengatur bunga bicara..buat kali pertama travel semi-backpack menggunakan khidmat AirAsia Holiday.airasiago.com..mula risau jugop..sebab biasa travel memang bajet ciput..beli setahun earlier..tp ni beli seminggu earlier (lepas cuti confirm dapat 4 hari termasuk weekend..)
memang menjudi nasib ..sebab time2 kritikal macam ni boleh asystole jantung tengok rate harga ribu riban la sbb lastminute..tp agaknya nak jadi nasib rate masih murah rm600/head (flight tickets + accomodtion 4D3N)-->for ChiangMai..dah lama mengidam..-->rupa2nya check 15kali baru perasan ni time musim hujan..katanya chiangMai ada 3 musim hujan,summer and winter..no wonder harga murah..Tp xpela gamble punya pasal sape tahu weather forecast bukannye terer sgt..(utk sedapkn hati)..
Korang boleh menginap kat Hotel Parasol Inn..betul2 di umbilicus bandar Chiang mai..dalam kota Lanna..paling strategik.
Akhirnya bertake-off la tanggal 05.09.12..sebab malas nak mengarang panjang..aku save kan gambola..korang pandai2la imagine macamana rupanya chiangmai n kembarnya chiangRai yang sememangnya glamor sebagai Rose of The North..
.No visit to chiang mai is complete without spending at least one day in an elephant camp n riding the elephant..
We guided our very own elephant through the lush jungle valleys of Mae Teng..
Nasib baik hari pertama panas.turun airport terus amik je mana2 travel agent yg boleh bawak ke Mae Teng (korang maybe akan terbiasa dengo Mae Sae elephant camp..) but Mae Teng actually is less touristic and aku personally rasa lagi banyak peluang korang boleh naik gajah tanpa beratur sebab pelancong masih kurang(or may be in general this is a monsoon season ramai xdatang..no wonder kami naik blh pusing satu hutan)..
kalo korang minat berjumpa dgn mereka2 yang akan merasa korang pelik..korang buatla trip naik bukit sikit jumpa dgn kaum Karen ni..a bit of fact : actually Karen tribe ni their women are known for the brass rings that encircle their necks. Although called the "Long-necked Karens",the rings actually do not stretch the necks but they depress the clavicles.so jangan tertipu dengan anatomi leher mereka.
Wat Doi Suthep..
Wat lagi..
wat paling glamor chedi luang..
Kita bisa termuntah kerana intoxicated dengan beribu Wat di Kota Chiang Mai sahaja..tapi bagi mereka yang short-cut seperti kami cukuplah sekadar berfoto di Wat Chedi Luang dan Wai Doi Suthep..(nasihat Lonely Planet adalah sangat berguna-Iza Nurhana tenyata hemetemsis mengikut suami 'ziarah' kuil).
Doa evaporates ke udara..
HidayahMu..milikMu..
Lotus di mana sahaja...
Rasanya..cukupla chapter 1 dulu..sebab penat and malas dah nak sambung..Save in next free time la plop agaknya..but ni baru mukaddimah..kena la tunggu..next bila free lagi..
Moral tips travelling kali ni :
1. Jangan percaya khabar ramalan cuaca..huhuhu
2. Airasiago..can be reliable enough kalau kita ada nasib yang baik and rajin check..sangat berguna bg member2 yang susah nak cuti tapi masih suka travel..
3. Enjoy your holiday our own way with the limited time given..
"sesuatu yang biasa bagi kita boleh jadi luarbiasa utk org lain"..
shafie hashim
Bosan..dgn aktiviti mengorek hidung sahaja di waktu malam..?? apakata
Malam isnin adalah malam yg ditunggu2..sebab ianya begitu bermakna utk diisi menonton sesuatu yg sangat bermanfaat..jarang2 rancangan begini diwujudkan..it is kind of an eclipse which occur for once in a few decades..teruja and menanti2 menonton rancangan yg aku kenali my 3P show marathon on ch555..
haahhahahaa..just to promote the series..jadi entry kali ini adalah sesuatu yg agak personal utk disharekan kerana ianya adalah sekadar pegiklanan rancangan yg sedia ada kat tv astro..
saksikanlah bermula awal 10 pm dan seterusnya ke larut malam...
Trust me..it will help you a lot when you try to deal with the professional dealer..
Sesuatu yang sangat bermanfaat melihat nilai2 kepentingan ilmu sejarah dan teknologi dibincangkan ketika mana rancaknya perniagaan jualan/pajakan barangan yang dibuat..kadang2 ianya melebihi nilai pembacaan normal bagi sesetengah diantara kita..
Or maybe you can enjoy watching how mike and frank travel all over U.S to find and pick a thrash to turn it into a cash.
Walaupun kadang2 rasa seperti lakonan anyhow.. it is still reasonable to enjoy the way they bargain and collect some things that will be turned into a costly product..
Last but not least a newly produced series in Ch555 which is almost meant to complement the above series is ThePolish (aka Restoration-like)
It's a good family business after all
To make ur monday night fever relieved completely..Do watch all the suggested series...hahhhaaahahaha...
Sibuk sikit mbeli barang2rumah kat Aik Hoe..Biasala kalo la beli barang rumah..mata xsah kalo x dapat glaucoma dengan harga barang..terutamanya barang2bilik air..mahal2semuanya.tiber2..
No wonder nama kedai Aik Hoe..asyik sebut "aik..aik..aik" setelah meneliti harga baranag...sambil pembantu kedai pun jawab "ho..ho..ho"...
"doktor beli barang? ingat x anak saya"-ayah patient sambil hulurkan salam..
"oooo..anak encik masuk ward kanak2ker?sihat dah la ni"?-tekaan mengagak tanda tak ingat tp
nk jugak jagahati keluarga pesakit.
"sihat apa nya doktor..anak saya kan dah mati dulu kat PICU..doktor la yang tengok ( then clearly i remember a very unfortunate boy who died 2 months ago in our ICU).
"huh?maaf2saya silap..pesakit lain kot..saya kdg2 tertukar..minta maaf mak/ayah dia"..(terlajak bicara..cubaan menggulung kembali kesilapan lidah meneka rawak peristiwa masa lepas)..saya minta maaf mmg betul dr hati n otak yg byk lupa"..
"beli barang rumah encik?"-tanya utk alih topic.
"kami nk cari perkAkas baru sbb dh pindah rumah baru..xboleh duduk rumah lama sbb bayangan arwah masih membuatkan kami sedih sangat kalau tinggal rumah lama.."balas ayahnya..
I can understand that..some of them couldnt even hear their child's name being said,or meeting any doctor who have treated their child since it is too traumatic to think back the memories of the losses ..up to some extents even seeing the hospital building makes their heart aches.
Ni bukan kali keempat atau kelima..mau dh byk kali salah aku teka..tp byk jugop aku teka tepat kalo hal2 mcm ni terjadi.
But i remember the boy since the parents are so cooperative when he was terminally ill..he groaned in pain which was only partially relieved by morphine infusion..but with the severe pain he was still cooperative to let us examined him during our daily routine rounds..some children might extremely throw into tantrums,verbally become abusive or very difficult to handle but unlike him..he was still persistently showed his respect to us even we have 'nothing' to offer as a cure.tp apa yg menyentuh perasaan adlh bila melihat parents yg x fussy membantu jagarawatan wpun anak dah nazak..akhirnya the boy went to rest in peace with God with the echoic screaming pain.
..Mcmana nk buat kuala terengganu sahaja populasi rakyat 1 juta..kalo 40% adalah kanak2.maka2buat lah perkadaran linear sendiri utk dptkn nilai 'x' tu.. N then yang pernah dirawat setiap tahun bertambah sure otak xdpt ingat sangat semua pesakit or bekas2pesakit.
But from my direct observation for a social dynamic aspect..Terengganuan is actually a nice n unique Group of peoples who are really well attached about this kind of attitude..kalo jumpa kita kat luAr waktu kerja pun masih menghulurkn sillaturrahim wpun scr teknikalnya kita bukan lagi merawat ahli famili mereka..
Cuma sesetengah org Terengganu are 'unique' in another way round..kdg2 kita pun xmampu nk handle kepelikkan mereka..
Kalo kat ward cuba la tengok..kdg2 dtg melawat pesakit lain tp diziarah hampir separuh ward..yg hebat lg kadang2 xde kaitan keluarga pun mcm buat routine round tanya diagnosis pesakit lain..
Blom lagi kes sekampung datang melawat n then terus berekreasi kt ward..pesakit pun xselesa nk rehat.
Do they know that the children also need a good rest when they are ill..
Xpun kadang2mmg concern sampai kita cakap dgn pesakit tiba2 yang tanya soalan adalah katil sebelah..worse..yg menziarah plop tanya.
Xpun yg datang n mgharapkn antibiotic segera..mcm drive thru..yg dh started plop baru satu hari dah nak balik..
Thus, kita yg menyediakan servis kesihatan terpaksa la memahami jugop kelakuan2 n habit serta situasi mereka yg kita rawat..
Jangan kita marah plop semata2makcik mintak AOR discharge.. yg anak ramai nak jaga kat rumah so mmgla ada pikiran xsenang bg ibu yg mjaga bbndg seorg yg sakit di wad..mungkin kalo kita kaunsel elok2 dia phm n xjadi discharge.
Xpun jgn la kita ingat semua level pendidikan sama dgn kita..ada org jauh di luarbandar.. anak terlantar xboleh bangun baru nak bawsk dtg hospitAl in which generally it is too late..tp ada jugop yg demam baru pagi tadi dah bawak terus..jadi kena tanya n educate them properly..some of them are so glad if we pour some new knowledges on good parenting in monitoring health status at home.
some parents can digest this kind of explaination..but majority most likely cannot..
Akhir kata..sama2la kita menjaga mereka kerana kalau kita sakit sure kita mgharapkn org paham kesakitan n kesusahan kita..
Learn to understand others..even they are greatly different with your belief upbringing or social status..or caste..or pocket-fulness..respect their belief and thought..
Lama sangat xmenulis berkurun2..of course bkurun..sbb bersawang blog ni..lagi la lately banyak nk kena pikir..otak rasa macam tersekat cerebrospinal fluid di midbrain..pons pun rasa ketat..bernafas pun gasping n cheyne stokes breathing..whyla december ada 31 hari je bukannya 60 hari..
sebenarnya monsoon kali ni betul2 membekukan idea..agaknya sejuk sgt ..
this monsoon possibly brings a lot of 'happines'
One not-so-fine day,mendung x bersalji di kuala terengganu..dgn awan di langit memberi petanda akan mencurah lagi hujan yang dikandung tanpa gerimis menjadi tanda 'show'..
..A story of A patient who came at 15 minutes past 3pm..tetapi BAKAL diberi date yang lain sbb dah dtg lambat..and now kn sistem dh berkomputer.so kena la ikut jadual staggered time katanya..tmbhn pula doktor semua dh naik ward..
scr xsengaja i met them at the corridor..in front of the clinic..
A very young parents with their small baby..(kebetulan time tu ttinggal barang di klinik..so lps lunch patah balik..terserempak la mereka ni..)
"nak pi mana ni?klinik pakar ker?"..
"ho..lewat sikit hari ni.."jwb ayahnya..
"ni bukan lewat sikit.. lewat banyak ni encik..biasanya kami 2.30pm plg lewat abis clinic"-saje aku bg hints kt dia.
"nak buat mcmana doktor..td anak dr pagi buat pe'el xbhenti nangis..saya plop bawak moto jer..pastu tghari nampak cerah sikit..pg2 tadi gelap guggup alik nung (he means it was too cloudy)"-sambung ayahnya.
"meh masuk dalam saya tengok"-aku sgt tsentuh dh ksusahn dia ni..kalo org xphm sure nak pertikaikn kenapa dtg lewat..tp pernahkh kita bayang mcmana nak bawak moto dgn anak meronta..dahla usianya baru 26 hari..pastu bawak plop naik moto and hari mendung nak hujan monsoon2 ni blom masuk dgn angin sesejuk salju winter sonata lagi..tebal mana sgt la balut cover anak ni menahan rahmat cuaca di bumi pantai timur ni..
Bukala fail HIS nya..fast lane case (means : to-be-seen fast case)..lo..nk check LFT normal ke x je..not more than 10 minutes for me to check it plus physical exam.. the effort required for them to come to clinic was so greatly disproportionate(mcm kesian je)..blom lg td dh nk batal TCA nya..utk tarikh lain..maybe ni bukan luarbiasa berlaku..agaknya pesakit2 di klinik lain pun mungkin menghadapi problem yang sama..
Staff nurse bgtau dh tried call doktor yg jg fastlane few times tp xdpt2..doktor lain semua dh naik..(but personally i think any doctor can be called actually)
It is UNFAIR at all at any given time we subject the patient for another appointment just because a lame excuse as above is the issue..
Patient should have some oppurtunities to have good medical n health services comparable with what private practitioner can offer(wpun ada byk doktor yg pakar demam n selsema jer).
of course ..we dont want to be specialised in this..
If they dont come WE MUST CALL THEM (kena risau kalo mereka xdtg sbb ini tanda kepercayaan mereka pada kita) FIND THE REASON.(jgn marah2plop terus mana tahu ada kematian ke kt rumah mereka..logicla kalo xdtg clinic).
If they want to come BUT they couldnt make it on that particular day..GIVE THEM ANY DATE THAT THEY CAN MAKE IT..EASE THEM ..not dictate them to come first and we see later if u can come or not..of course they cant come eventually..berapa byk pesakit diabetic or HPT.. i believe yg retinopathy ..special age group warga emas mcm diaorg ni xdpt dtg dgn tepat semua temujanji..why bother bg jugop temujanji kalo siang2 dh pakcik n makcik ni bbuih bgtau boleh x amik tarikh lain (but frequently the answer : xpe dtg dulu,kalo xdpt dtg laun ceriter? What a kindergarten answer we provide).
If they can come at another date either to postpone or to make it earlier..DO ACCEPT THEM..since they know better their own needs..TEACH THEM TO CALL US BY LOOKING AT THE CONTACT NUMBER WRITTEN AT THE BACK COVER OF THE APPOINTMENT BOOK..
If they do come MAKE SURE U ASK THEM ANY QUESTIONS THAT THEY WOULD LIKE TO ASK US OR ANYTHING WE COULD HELP THEM?GIVE THEM AN AMPLE OF TIME TO TALK WITH US AND DISCUSS THEIR PROBLEM WITH US..why should we be in hurried..remember that a major effort might been given by them just to attend the follow up(boleh jadi mereka dtg jauh naik bus dr hulu setiu semata2nk suruh doktor check anak cerebral palsy yg mana most of the time the damage is so irreversible and beyond help with no medications can cure it-unless time.so bg la sesuatu yg kita mampu tolong as a doctor.
and to PRACTICE a good medical care sometimes doesnt mean to offer everything UNDER THE SUN..
do NO harm n unncessary things unto them..
last but not least ...TREAT THEM AS WHAT WE EXPECTED OTHERS TO TREAT US/OUR FAMILY..
Kadang2 kata orang "not all disease need a treatment,sometimes they only need is a care"..
Show some cares..mudahkan hidup orang lain..berfikirlah utk kemudahan pesakit not to finish the clinic early so it will look so effectively done..
*tp kalo ada pesakit yg tikam doktor dgn pisau sbb lmbt tengok tu susah sikit nk komen.
** some patients' parents are also an aggressive type.no doubt, we are so nauseated with them.
sejauh manakah kita jika dibandingkan mereka seperti di bawah :
we can..if we start to be dare to care..
sesuatu yg biasa bg kita boleh jadi luarbiasa utk org lain..
pagi tu agak luar biasa sikit utk customer hotel mcm kami utk bangun berserapan..atas special request mmg baikla jugop pihak pengurusan hotel sanggup sedikn awal mkn pagi kami..
and we finished our simple breakfast ..yg mana again roti + telur rebus + pisang..tp ttp syukur..huhuhuhu..
to get to Phnom Penh we chose the express bus as our 'penaja' hahaha..perjalanan kalau ikutkan jadual mmkn masa 10 jam..almaklumla musim hujan..tp plg cepat boleh jd 8 jam..mcm tganu KL jugop la..byrn xmahal..maybe dlm USD8 kot kalo xsilap..
nothing extra-special can be found here.,
.in fact we arrived there just quite on time..thus we didnt have so much time to spend looking around.
it was a full house inside..katanya cuti raya jadi bus penuh...
Perjalanan ke Phnom Penh ni xperlu risau sebab,pemandu bas/van/taxi Cambodia mmg agak cermat..jarang pecut laju2...then mmg akan ada tempat rehat mereka berhenti..2 kali..personally i felt so relieved when i found that the toilet at the RnR much more cleaner than our public toilet..
Tapi kalo bab makan kena la hati2 sikit..susah sikit la..yg ni xpayah bagi nasihat kot..masing2 dh beso panjang..
kalo rasa nak snack ringan berprotein tinggi pilihla cengkerik goreng
Kalo rasa lapor xcukup cengkerik goreng..boleh up sikit menu..pilih tarantula goreng...more oily..and juicier katanya.
tapi kalau tersaangt2 la lapor..jgn segan memilih katak goreng..ni mcm menarik sikit sbb ada celup tepung and obviously those frogs' legs are still intact with abducting looking posture...
hahahhaaa..menarik jugop la melihat makanan snack diaorg ni..agaknya kalo RnR PLUS kita beli buah..plg rajin mengunyahpun beli la kacang and also cup corn..tp sini fresh fruits ada..so jgn risaula..
it was so panoramic to see both sides of the road to be flooded with recent heavy rain..but some areas u can see the greenery part of the Cambodia..
tp langit masih bagi background petanda hujan bakal turun lagi...
May be kami sampai time tu dh dekay(dekat+delay) pukul 3/4 lebih...next job was looking for a budget hotel..and of course we would like to get our best deal..and not to mention it is so important to get a good and nice aging French colonial hotel building with balcony..luckily, we have a hotel with USD15 in which it costed us USD5/pax.
pemandangan salah sebuah bangunan koloni yg menjadi hotel..
Oleh kerana hari pun dah nak gelap..banyak tempat agaknya dh tutup untuk dilawati..apa yg boleh buat hy mampu 'melewati' jer la kot..so kami hanya berjalan2 ambil angin PP..in which, where we can see how the city blends itself with the architecture of chaotic traffic..but to get ourselves continuously enjoy the time in PP we had a brisk walk at the Sisowoth Quay..tmpt ni adlh sprt recreational place for public in which ianya terletak di spnjg terusan kot kalo aku nak describe pun..ramai rakyat kemboja dtg sini petang2..kalo xsilap..yg sungai depan ni adalah sungai Tonle Sap..kalo x buta geografi la..
i thought it was a fortune telling session..
but Azrul said it's a session of sharing the good words for current life guidance.
malam tu xde apa yang nak dibuat dah..so we just spent our time lepak di restaurant2 perancis tepi jalan tu and borak2..and it is so important also for a budget traveller like us to sit together and plan for whatever next plan we are going to execute..that night also we looked for the next day's bus ticket and we got USD10 perhaps for trip to Saigon..
Day 2 in PP...mungkin to cut this entry short i will just continue this with photos and less elaborative story like makcik2..
This is Wat Ounalam...ala2 madrasah for Buddhist monks and it is open for anybody who seeks teachings of Buddhism and also it does open it's garden as a recreational park.
Ni baru National Museum..and we were the first tourists that stepped into it that morning...
kebanyakan artifak diambik dr Angkor Wat actually : like this above one , it is Garu-dadaku..
Hinduism and Buddhism are seen to be much more interrelated here..very big bronze made Vishnu idol.
Next..we walked to the National Royal Palace (Grand Palace jugopla kot nama lain nya..lbh kurang mcm Thais King Grand Palace)..
The Grand Palace..
the real Silver Pagoda ..some other buildings inside
Lotus plants are so synonymous with this place..
we mistakenly thought this is The famous silver pagoda..but it is not..the silver Pagoda was the Pagoda that we stepped into it just before we arrived to this monument *they called it Silver Pagoda since the floor made from real silver (unfortunately we hardly recognized it was made from silver : equivalent to the building which places emerald buddha in Bangkok Grand Palace perhaps)..
then terus aktiviti terakhir hari tu..of course some faces will shine as bright as the sunny noon that time...
This is Russian market.."very cheap..same-same.."..(dont confuse with another market which is also famous
and it is called Central Market),,But here the goods are more cheaper and more choices seemed to be so tempting .no wonder
some of us threw their biggest and greatest smiles on that day..
kalau ikutkan nafsu teringin makan tepi2 jalan kat Cambodia ni..tp nak buat macamana dah ada yang sponsor makan-minum di Phnom Penh..huhuhuu
our penaja..too sad to say..the KFC in Phnom Penh can offer better services with
better quality products..(*justin was trying to finish all his Cambodia notes).
Akhirnya..setelah penat separuh hari berjalan..time to pack our bags..sbb bus dr PP ke saigon dijadualkn 1.00 pm..kami terpaksa cut our time short in PP since we have to catch the border or vietnam office before it get closed by 5pm..the journey was believed to take 6 hours..
Last but not least..salam terakhir dr Cambodia..aku akhiri lawatan kali ini dgn menatap wajah2 kota yang merdeka dari Perancis pada 1953 ini dari balkoni hotel..
Cambodian best kid actor..(kesian diaorg ni breadwinner)
again..walaupun rasa macam makin nak basi cerite ke indochina ni tp aku teruskan juga sbb dh janji pada diri sendiri utk rekodkan and dokumentasikan semua perjalanan masa muda ku ini,.mana tahu 20/30 tahun nanti boleh jugop retrieve balik maklumat trip kami ke bumi Khmer..
tapi kali ni just gambo2 yang sempat dirakam utk kami abadikan..ikutkan hati 1 hari di Angkor Complex memang xcukup..berpeluh keringat meleleh ke celah peha...tapi semangat masih kekal utk habiskan semua monumen ..kecuali ada seorg tu xlarat..nak rehat..
Ta Keo..mula2 tangga nampak macam okay lagi..(jelas tanda hooray pada pendakian pertama)
Perjalanan seterusnya terhenti di kompleks Ta Keo..sebuah monumen yang terletak di pertengahan jalan and dikelilingi hutan belukar tapi di sini cuaca begitu redup..
Fasa 2 pendakian : masih mampu pose di tangga yang mencuram..
Ajaibnya mengenai Ta Keo ianya mempunya 4 entrance biasala Utara-Timur-Selatan-Barat..tp aku xtahu pintu mana kami masuk..yg pasti ni je yg dibuka sbb other 3 gates are so called under restoration..but looking at the destructions done by the mother nature it seems that this structure is so vulnerable to collapse on it is owns sooner or later..the stairs were made in such a wonderful and thoughtful ways since it cause u to knee and lower down your gravity in order for u to climb it up to the top.
pemandangan dr atas..
Sebenarnya banyak gambo yg diambil..tp xperla..Ta Keo u r such a great structure to be stepped into u..
seterusnya perjalanan ke arah penghujung diteruskan ke Ta Phrom...Aku dh lupa ni Bayon ke Ta Phrom..tp rasa macam Ta Phrom..
dibawah teduhan pohonan entrance ke Ta Phrom..it was so humid here..cool place
Ta Phrom ni mmg wajib dilawati..sbb disini byk struktur yg mmg nampak so iconic to represent the surviving old civilisation that had taken place here long time ago.
penat melihat2 kawasan sini..rehat sebentar...
Azrul and the Beanstalks
Akhir nya setelah penat melilau2....tiba masa nak balik dh penat..(baru separuh hari berjalan tapi perut dh kata lapor)..akhirnya balik hotel dulu,...
Pengorbanan merupakan ayat plg dramatic aku pernah dengo..tp definisi bg setiap mereka yg 'berkorban' adalah berbeza2..maupun bentuk nya juga berbeza..kbiasaannya pengorbanan menuntut jiwa yg suci lg murni utk dizahirkan..
Korban : bukan sembelihan semata2..pengorbanan menjaga pesakit n menjaga iman sendiri adalah sgt2 mencabar..
Sempena hari Raya korban..dibawakan Sebuah alkisahnya bertarikh 2 minggu lepas..
'minta maaf puan,sorry hari ni mmg lewat sikit nk bg chemo..sbb saya kena attend kes yg lagi kritikal tadi' memulakan bicara aku memohon maaf..(dlm nada pun tgh menangkap 21% oxygen under room air)..
no smile can help me..
Alhamdulillah..dr perhatian aku rasanya mak pesakit masih sabar..masih mampu mengukir senyuman..mungkin suatu kebiasaan bg dia menerbitkan wajah yg penuh berharga..pergelutan emosi sebagai ibu kepada pesakit leukimia(relapse some more) bukan lah perkara luarbiasa bg dirinya.. perhaps.
Tp hari ni bukan hari yg luarbiasa utk aku terkejar2 buat byk kerja dlm satu masa..
Jadi terpaksa la mak patient ni tunggu aku..jam kt iphone 2.25pm(tp jam iphone ni lewat 5 minit : so again time 'magik/sial/pelik/bhantu' bg aku thn 2011 ni).its 2.30pm to be exact.aku janji 2pm td nk bg chemo..tp biasa la janji doktor but to be honest.. i got strong reason why i was badly late actually.
And..yet..she also has her strong point why she needed me to be ontime particularly on that day itself..
Rupa2nya jauh mereka datang dr Durian Mas..rasanya aku tak boleh teka dgn tepat Durian Mas ni kt mana tp aku tahu ianya jauh on the way nak ke cheneh di kemAman tp jalan ikut kuala Berang..somewhere there i think..n she told me that they needed to catch the last bus at 3.30pm : bus SP Bumi katanya.
Aku : maknya saya rasa bus cityliner ada jugak ke kuantan then lalu ikut Durian Mas (memulakn perbualan bg menutup rasa malu mbuat pesakit ttunggu-walhal seumur idup aku tulakali pertama aku silap naik bus 6 jam ke kuantan krn melalui AMBS n cheneh)
Mak pt : betul doktor..tp sebulan dua ni xdok doh..
Aku : jadi mak dtg pukul berapa td(soalan otak aku : why la xdtg awAl pagi??jd xla terkejar2aku ni nk inject chemo)..
Mak pt : sy turun mcm biasa td tp ni ha ..adzim(bukan nama sebenar) ..cirit birit..dh la terlepas bas masa time kt rumah..then kt tgh jln kena bhenti kt Stesen minyak..again berak..then kat bus station nk ke hospital 2 kali terlepas bus sbb dia cirit n nak ke toilet..ceriter maknya dengan tersenyum2..
Perbualan terhenti seketika
..to make it worse.line anak nya memang susah..setengah jam belek2 lengan pun blom tentu nampak uratnya..tp nasib baik mak patient phm..dulu ada central line tp dh infected so kena buang..now nk bagi iv methotrexate 0.7ml pun kena set line baru..then off..mmg xbbaloi..kalo cucuk sekali xper..ni 5 brannula blom tentu ok.
failed cannulation...
Aku : mana buku nya maknya(as usual pt akan ada nice chemo books in which every single important event will be recorded inside ..so any doctor who sees him will 'communicate' the review they made by writing it on that book)
Mak pt : sorry doktor.buku nya hilang..
Aku : huh??mak nya hilangkn..??tu buku tu mcm passport utk dia.
Mak pt : sy tahu doktor..aritu balik dr Hospital XYZ saya singgah solat subuh dgn dia kat masjid Abidin tiba2lepas solat tengok beg dh kena curi.,
sape2 yg singgah mesjid ni kalu terjumpa buku kaler pink dgn kod rahsia perubatan..tolong simpan...
Aku : Astagfirullah..saperla yg busuk hati sangat..kalo wang hilang sy blh maafkn lagi..ni buku2pesakit yg penting utk pesakit pun dikebas.,mmg xbhati perut(ingat nk sumpah dah tp aku berdoa pencuri tu dpt hidayah dr perbuatannya)..
...sambil tu masih berusaha lagi mencari vein akhirnya 3pm baru setel..i injected the drug n then quickly wrote my 'works' in his book..n then i allowed them to leave..hopefully they able to catch the last bus..
Deep inside my heart i prayed that the child will be able to get out from the relapse..relapse of leukimia in children carries poor prognosis..but medical miracle does happen sometimes..who knows..(http://www.all-kids.org/relapsequestions.html)
Tula kehidupan ni penuh dgn perkara2yg kita xmampu nak pikirkan..bayangkan ketabahan seorang ibu untuk memberi yang terbaik berkorban titik peluh dia utk kasih anak dia..
Semoga hari raya Haji kita thn ni sempat kita hidupkan semangat korban..
Sebelum itu enjoyla satu videoclip pengorbanan sepasang suami isteri menentang adat n budaya demi perkahwinan tercinta..See how a smart husband-wife can save their life forever..(except when God really calls them).
Akhir kalam SalamAidil Adha.
Sesungguhnya perkara yg biasa bg kita blh jd luarbiasa bg org lain - SH
kalo korang minat berjumpa dgn mereka2 yang akan merasa korang pelik..korang buatla trip naik bukit sikit jumpa dgn kaum Karen ni..a bit of fact : actually Karen tribe ni their women are known for the brass rings that encircle their necks. Although called the "Long-necked Karens",the rings actually do not stretch the necks but they depress the clavicles.so jangan tertipu dengan anatomi leher mereka.
