what's it like to be in their shoes..?

Sibuk sikit mbeli barang2rumah kat Aik Hoe..Biasala kalo la beli barang rumah..mata xsah kalo x dapat glaucoma dengan harga barang..terutamanya barang2bilik air..mahal2semuanya.tiber2..

No wonder nama kedai Aik Hoe..asyik sebut "aik..aik..aik" setelah meneliti harga baranag...sambil pembantu kedai pun jawab "ho..ho..ho"...

 "doktor beli barang? ingat x anak saya"-ayah patient sambil hulurkan salam..

"oooo..anak encik masuk ward kanak2ker?sihat dah la ni"?-tekaan mengagak tanda tak ingat tp
nk jugak jagahati keluarga pesakit.

"sihat apa nya doktor..anak saya kan dah mati dulu kat PICU..doktor la yang tengok ( then clearly i remember a very unfortunate boy who died 2 months ago in our ICU).
"huh?maaf2saya silap..pesakit lain kot..saya kdg2 tertukar..minta maaf mak/ayah dia"..(terlajak bicara..cubaan menggulung kembali kesilapan lidah meneka rawak peristiwa masa lepas)..saya minta maaf mmg betul dr hati n otak yg byk lupa"..

"beli barang rumah encik?"-tanya utk alih topic.

"kami nk cari perkAkas baru sbb dh pindah rumah baru..xboleh duduk rumah lama sbb bayangan arwah masih membuatkan kami sedih sangat kalau tinggal rumah lama.."balas ayahnya..

I can understand that..some of them couldnt even hear their child's name being said,or meeting any doctor who have treated their child since it is too traumatic to think back the memories of the losses ..up to some extents even seeing the hospital building makes their heart aches.

Ni  bukan kali keempat atau kelima..mau dh byk kali salah aku teka..tp byk jugop aku teka tepat kalo hal2 mcm ni terjadi.

But i remember the boy since the parents are so cooperative when he was terminally ill..he groaned in pain which was only partially relieved by morphine infusion..but with the severe pain  he was still cooperative to let us examined him during our daily routine rounds..some children might extremely throw into tantrums,verbally become abusive or very difficult to handle but unlike him..he was still persistently showed his respect to us even we have 'nothing' to offer as a cure.tp apa yg menyentuh perasaan adlh bila melihat parents yg x fussy membantu jagarawatan wpun anak dah nazak..akhirnya the boy went to rest in peace with God with the echoic screaming pain.

..Mcmana nk buat kuala terengganu sahaja populasi rakyat 1 juta..kalo 40% adalah kanak2.maka2buat lah perkadaran linear sendiri utk dptkn nilai 'x' tu.. N then yang pernah dirawat setiap tahun bertambah sure otak xdpt ingat sangat semua pesakit or bekas2pesakit.

But from my direct observation for a social dynamic aspect..Terengganuan is actually a nice n unique Group of peoples who are really well attached about this kind of attitude..kalo jumpa kita kat luAr waktu kerja pun masih menghulurkn sillaturrahim wpun scr teknikalnya kita bukan lagi merawat ahli famili mereka..

Cuma sesetengah org Terengganu are 'unique' in another way round..kdg2 kita pun xmampu nk handle kepelikkan mereka..

Kalo kat ward cuba la tengok..kdg2 dtg melawat pesakit lain tp diziarah hampir separuh ward..yg hebat lg kadang2 xde kaitan keluarga pun mcm buat routine round tanya diagnosis pesakit lain..

Blom lagi kes sekampung datang melawat n then terus berekreasi kt ward..pesakit pun xselesa nk rehat.

Do they know that the children also need a good rest when they are ill..

 Xpun kadang2mmg concern sampai kita cakap dgn pesakit tiba2 yang tanya soalan adalah katil sebelah..worse..yg menziarah plop tanya.

Xpun yg datang n mgharapkn antibiotic segera..mcm drive thru..yg dh started plop baru satu hari dah nak balik..

Thus, kita yg menyediakan servis kesihatan terpaksa la memahami jugop kelakuan2 n habit serta situasi mereka yg kita rawat..

 Jangan kita marah plop semata2makcik mintak AOR discharge.. yg anak ramai nak jaga kat rumah so mmgla ada pikiran xsenang bg ibu yg mjaga bbndg seorg yg sakit di wad..mungkin kalo kita kaunsel elok2 dia phm n xjadi discharge.

Xpun jgn la kita ingat semua level pendidikan sama dgn kita..ada org jauh di luarbandar.. anak terlantar xboleh bangun baru nak bawsk dtg hospitAl in which generally it is too late..tp ada jugop yg demam baru pagi tadi dah bawak terus..jadi kena tanya n educate them properly..some of them are so glad if we pour some new knowledges on good parenting in monitoring health status at home.

some parents can digest this kind of explaination..but majority most likely cannot..

Akhir kata..sama2la kita menjaga mereka kerana kalau kita sakit sure kita mgharapkn org paham kesakitan n kesusahan kita..

Learn to understand others..even they are greatly different with your belief upbringing or social status..or caste..or pocket-fulness..respect their belief and thought..

dare to care..

Lama sangat xmenulis berkurun2..of course bkurun..sbb bersawang blog ni..lagi la lately banyak nk kena pikir..otak rasa macam tersekat cerebrospinal fluid di midbrain..pons pun rasa ketat..bernafas pun gasping n cheyne stokes breathing..whyla december ada 31 hari je bukannya 60 hari..
sebenarnya monsoon kali ni betul2 membekukan idea..agaknya sejuk sgt ..

this monsoon possibly brings a lot of 'happines'

One not-so-fine day,mendung x bersalji di kuala terengganu..dgn awan di langit memberi petanda akan mencurah lagi hujan yang dikandung tanpa gerimis menjadi tanda 'show'..

..A story of A patient who came at 15 minutes past 3pm..tetapi BAKAL diberi date yang lain sbb dah dtg lambat..and now kn sistem dh berkomputer.so kena la ikut jadual staggered time katanya..tmbhn pula doktor semua dh naik ward..

scr xsengaja i met them at the corridor..in front of the clinic..

A very young parents with their small baby..(kebetulan time tu ttinggal barang di klinik..so lps lunch patah balik..terserempak la mereka ni..)

"nak pi mana ni?klinik pakar ker?"..

"ho..lewat sikit hari ni.."jwb ayahnya..

"ni bukan lewat sikit.. lewat banyak ni encik..biasanya kami 2.30pm plg lewat abis clinic"-saje aku bg hints kt dia.

"nak buat mcmana doktor..td anak dr pagi buat pe'el xbhenti nangis..saya plop bawak moto jer..pastu tghari nampak cerah sikit..pg2 tadi gelap guggup alik nung (he means it was too cloudy)"-sambung ayahnya.

"meh masuk dalam saya tengok"-aku sgt tsentuh dh ksusahn dia ni..kalo org xphm sure nak pertikaikn kenapa dtg lewat..tp pernahkh kita bayang mcmana nak bawak moto dgn anak meronta..dahla usianya baru 26 hari..pastu bawak plop naik moto and hari mendung nak hujan monsoon2 ni blom masuk dgn angin sesejuk salju winter sonata lagi..tebal mana sgt la balut cover anak ni menahan rahmat cuaca di bumi pantai timur ni..

Bukala fail HIS nya..fast lane case (means : to-be-seen fast case)..lo..nk check LFT normal ke x je..not more than 10 minutes for me to check it plus physical exam.. the effort required for them to come to clinic was so greatly disproportionate(mcm kesian je)..blom lg td dh nk batal TCA nya..utk tarikh lain..maybe ni bukan luarbiasa berlaku..agaknya pesakit2 di klinik lain pun mungkin menghadapi problem yang sama..

Staff nurse bgtau dh tried call doktor yg jg fastlane few times tp xdpt2..doktor lain semua dh naik..(but personally i think any doctor can be called actually)

It is UNFAIR at all at any given time we subject the patient for another appointment just because a lame excuse as above is the issue..

Patient should have some oppurtunities to have good medical n health services comparable with what private practitioner can offer(wpun ada byk doktor yg pakar demam n selsema jer).

of course ..we dont want to be specialised in this..

If they dont come WE MUST CALL THEM (kena risau kalo mereka xdtg sbb ini tanda kepercayaan mereka pada kita) FIND THE REASON.(jgn marah2plop terus mana tahu ada kematian ke kt rumah mereka..logicla kalo xdtg clinic).

If they want to come BUT they couldnt make it on that particular day..GIVE THEM ANY DATE THAT THEY CAN MAKE IT..EASE THEM ..not dictate them to come first and we see later if u can come or not..of course they cant come eventually..berapa byk pesakit diabetic or HPT.. i believe yg retinopathy ..special age group warga emas mcm diaorg ni xdpt dtg dgn tepat semua temujanji..why bother bg jugop temujanji kalo siang2 dh pakcik n makcik ni bbuih bgtau boleh x amik tarikh lain (but frequently the answer : xpe dtg dulu,kalo xdpt dtg laun ceriter? What a kindergarten answer we provide).

If they can come at another date either to postpone or to make it earlier..DO ACCEPT THEM..since they know better their own needs..TEACH THEM TO CALL US BY LOOKING AT THE CONTACT NUMBER WRITTEN AT THE BACK COVER OF THE APPOINTMENT BOOK..

If they do come MAKE SURE U ASK THEM ANY QUESTIONS THAT THEY WOULD LIKE TO ASK US OR ANYTHING WE COULD HELP THEM?GIVE THEM AN AMPLE OF TIME TO TALK WITH US AND DISCUSS THEIR PROBLEM WITH US..why should we be in hurried..remember that a major effort might been given by them just to attend the follow up(boleh jadi mereka dtg jauh naik bus dr hulu setiu semata2nk suruh doktor check anak cerebral palsy yg mana most of the time the damage is so irreversible and beyond help with no medications can cure it-unless time.so bg la sesuatu yg kita mampu tolong as a doctor.

and to PRACTICE a good medical care sometimes doesnt mean to offer everything UNDER THE SUN..

do NO  harm n unncessary things unto them..

last but not least ...TREAT THEM AS WHAT WE EXPECTED OTHERS TO TREAT US/OUR FAMILY..

Kadang2 kata orang "not all disease need a treatment,sometimes they only need is a care"..

Show some cares..mudahkan hidup orang lain..berfikirlah utk kemudahan pesakit not to finish the clinic early so it will look so effectively done..

*tp kalo ada pesakit yg tikam doktor dgn pisau sbb lmbt tengok tu susah sikit nk komen.

** some patients' parents are also an aggressive type.no doubt, we are so nauseated with them.

sejauh manakah kita jika dibandingkan mereka seperti di bawah :

we can..if we start to be dare to care..

sesuatu yg biasa bg kita boleh jadi luarbiasa utk org lain..

time to move on..Phnom Penh is next!

pagi tu agak luar biasa sikit utk customer hotel mcm kami utk bangun berserapan..atas special request mmg baikla jugop pihak pengurusan hotel sanggup sedikn awal mkn pagi kami..

and we finished our simple breakfast ..yg mana again roti + telur rebus + pisang..tp ttp syukur..huhuhuhu..
to get to Phnom Penh we chose the express bus as our 'penaja' hahaha..perjalanan kalau ikutkan jadual mmkn masa 10 jam..almaklumla musim hujan..tp plg cepat boleh jd 8 jam..mcm tganu KL jugop la..byrn xmahal..maybe dlm USD8 kot kalo xsilap..

nothing extra-special can be found here.,
.in fact we arrived there just quite on time..thus we didnt have so much time to spend looking around.

it was a full house inside..katanya cuti raya jadi bus penuh...

Perjalanan ke Phnom Penh ni xperlu risau sebab,pemandu bas/van/taxi Cambodia mmg agak cermat..jarang pecut laju2...then mmg akan ada tempat rehat mereka berhenti..2 kali..personally i felt so relieved when i found that the toilet at the RnR much more cleaner than our public toilet..

Tapi kalo bab makan kena la hati2 sikit..susah sikit la..yg ni xpayah bagi nasihat kot..masing2 dh beso panjang..

kalo rasa nak snack ringan berprotein tinggi pilihla cengkerik goreng

Kalo rasa lapor xcukup cengkerik goreng..boleh up sikit menu..pilih tarantula goreng...more oily..and juicier katanya.

tapi kalau tersaangt2 la lapor..jgn segan memilih katak goreng..ni mcm menarik sikit sbb ada celup tepung and obviously those frogs' legs are still intact with abducting looking posture...

hahahhaaa..menarik jugop la melihat makanan snack diaorg ni..agaknya kalo RnR PLUS kita beli buah..plg rajin mengunyahpun beli la kacang and also cup corn..tp sini fresh fruits ada..so jgn risaula..

it was so panoramic to see both sides of the road to be flooded with recent heavy rain..but some areas u can see the greenery part of the Cambodia..

tp langit masih bagi background petanda hujan bakal turun lagi...

.................................................................phnom penh.......................................akhirnya....................

May be kami sampai time tu dh dekay(dekat+delay) pukul 3/4 lebih...next job was looking for a budget hotel..and of course we would like to get our best deal..and not to mention it is so important to get a good and nice aging French colonial hotel building with balcony..luckily, we have a hotel with USD15 in which it costed us USD5/pax.

pemandangan salah sebuah bangunan koloni yg menjadi hotel..

Oleh kerana hari pun dah nak gelap..banyak tempat agaknya dh tutup untuk dilawati..apa yg boleh buat hy mampu 'melewati' jer la kot..so kami hanya berjalan2 ambil angin PP..in which, where we can see how the city blends itself with the architecture of chaotic traffic..but to get ourselves continuously enjoy the time in PP we had a brisk walk at the Sisowoth Quay..tmpt ni adlh sprt recreational place for public in which ianya terletak di spnjg terusan kot kalo aku nak describe pun..ramai rakyat kemboja dtg sini petang2..kalo xsilap..yg sungai depan ni adalah sungai Tonle Sap..kalo x buta geografi la..

i thought it was a fortune telling session..
but Azrul said it's a session of sharing the good words for  current  life guidance.

malam tu xde apa yang nak dibuat dah..so we just spent our time lepak di restaurant2 perancis tepi jalan tu and borak2..and it is so important also for a budget traveller like us to sit together and plan for whatever next plan we are going to execute..that night also we looked for the next day's bus ticket and we got USD10 perhaps for trip to Saigon..

Day 2 in PP...mungkin to cut this entry short i will just continue this with photos and less elaborative story like makcik2..

This is Wat Ounalam...ala2 madrasah for Buddhist monks and it is open for anybody who seeks teachings of Buddhism and also it does open it's garden as a recreational park.

Ni baru National Museum..and we were the first tourists that stepped into it that morning...

kebanyakan artifak diambik dr Angkor Wat actually : like this above one , it is Garu-dadaku..

Hinduism and Buddhism are seen to be much more interrelated here..very big bronze made Vishnu  idol.

Next..we walked to the National  Royal Palace (Grand Palace jugopla kot nama lain nya..lbh kurang mcm Thais King Grand Palace)..

The Grand Palace..

the real Silver Pagoda ..some other buildings inside

Lotus plants are so synonymous with this place..

we mistakenly thought this is The famous silver pagoda..but it is not..the silver Pagoda was the Pagoda that we stepped into it just before we arrived to this monument *they called it Silver Pagoda since the floor made from real silver (unfortunately we hardly recognized it was made from silver : equivalent to the building which places emerald buddha in Bangkok Grand Palace perhaps)..

then terus aktiviti terakhir hari tu..of course some faces will shine as bright as the sunny noon that time...

This is Russian market.."very cheap..same-same.."..(dont confuse with another market which is also famous
and it is called Central Market),,But here the goods are more cheaper and more choices seemed to be so tempting .no wonder
some of us threw their biggest and greatest smiles on that day..

kalau ikutkan nafsu teringin makan tepi2 jalan kat Cambodia ni..tp nak buat macamana dah ada yang sponsor makan-minum di Phnom Penh..huhuhuu

our penaja..too sad to say..the KFC in Phnom Penh can offer better services with
better quality products..(*justin was trying to finish all his Cambodia notes).

Akhirnya..setelah penat separuh hari berjalan..time to pack our bags..sbb bus dr PP ke saigon dijadualkn 1.00 pm..kami terpaksa cut our time short in PP since we have to catch the border or vietnam office before it get closed by 5pm..the journey was believed to take 6 hours..

Last but not least..salam terakhir dr Cambodia..aku akhiri lawatan kali ini dgn menatap wajah2 kota yang merdeka dari Perancis pada 1953 ini dari balkoni hotel..

Goodbye Cambodia..

..our best shot in Angkor complex continues...

Cambodian best kid actor..(kesian diaorg ni breadwinner) 

again..walaupun rasa macam makin nak basi cerite ke indochina ni tp aku teruskan juga sbb dh janji pada diri sendiri utk rekodkan and dokumentasikan semua perjalanan masa muda ku ini,.mana tahu 20/30 tahun nanti boleh jugop retrieve balik maklumat trip kami ke bumi Khmer..

tapi kali ni just gambo2 yang sempat dirakam utk kami abadikan..ikutkan hati 1 hari di Angkor Complex memang xcukup..berpeluh keringat meleleh ke celah peha...tapi semangat masih kekal utk habiskan semua monumen ..kecuali ada seorg tu xlarat..nak rehat..

Ta Keo..mula2 tangga nampak macam okay lagi..(jelas tanda hooray pada pendakian pertama)

Perjalanan seterusnya terhenti di kompleks Ta Keo..sebuah monumen yang terletak di pertengahan jalan and dikelilingi hutan belukar tapi di sini cuaca begitu redup..

Fasa 2 pendakian : masih mampu pose di tangga yang mencuram..

Ajaibnya mengenai Ta Keo ianya mempunya 4 entrance biasala Utara-Timur-Selatan-Barat..tp aku xtahu pintu mana kami masuk..yg pasti ni je yg dibuka sbb other 3 gates are so called under restoration..but looking at the destructions done by the mother nature it seems that this structure is so vulnerable to collapse on it is owns sooner or later..the stairs were made in such a wonderful and thoughtful ways since it cause u to knee and lower down your gravity in order for u to climb it up to the top.

pemandangan dr atas..

Sebenarnya banyak gambo yg diambil..tp xperla..Ta Keo u r such a great structure to be stepped into u..

seterusnya perjalanan ke arah penghujung diteruskan ke Ta Phrom...Aku dh lupa ni Bayon ke Ta Phrom..tp rasa macam Ta Phrom..

dibawah teduhan pohonan entrance ke Ta Phrom..it was so humid here..cool place

Ta Phrom ni mmg wajib dilawati..sbb disini byk struktur yg mmg nampak so iconic to represent the surviving old civilisation that had taken place here long time ago.

penat melihat2 kawasan sini..rehat sebentar...

Azrul and the Beanstalks 

Akhir nya setelah penat melilau2....tiba masa nak balik dh penat..(baru separuh hari berjalan tapi perut dh kata lapor)..akhirnya balik hotel dulu,...

..helping those whose life hanging by a thread..

Pengorbanan merupakan ayat plg dramatic aku pernah dengo..tp definisi bg setiap mereka yg 'berkorban' adalah berbeza2..maupun bentuk nya juga berbeza..kbiasaannya pengorbanan menuntut jiwa yg suci lg murni utk dizahirkan..

Korban : bukan sembelihan semata2..pengorbanan menjaga pesakit n menjaga iman sendiri adalah sgt2 mencabar..

Sempena hari Raya korban..dibawakan Sebuah alkisahnya bertarikh 2 minggu lepas..

'minta maaf puan,sorry hari ni mmg lewat sikit nk bg chemo..sbb saya kena attend kes yg lagi kritikal tadi' memulakan bicara aku memohon maaf..(dlm nada pun tgh menangkap 21% oxygen under room air)..

no smile can help me..

Alhamdulillah..dr perhatian aku rasanya mak pesakit masih sabar..masih mampu mengukir senyuman..mungkin suatu kebiasaan bg dia menerbitkan wajah yg penuh berharga..pergelutan emosi sebagai ibu kepada pesakit leukimia(relapse some more) bukan lah perkara luarbiasa bg dirinya.. perhaps.

Tp hari ni bukan hari yg luarbiasa utk aku terkejar2 buat byk kerja dlm satu masa..

Jadi terpaksa la mak patient ni tunggu aku..jam kt iphone 2.25pm(tp jam iphone ni lewat 5 minit : so again time 'magik/sial/pelik/bhantu' bg aku thn 2011 ni).its 2.30pm to be exact.aku janji 2pm td nk bg chemo..tp biasa la janji doktor but to be honest.. i got strong reason why i was badly late actually.

And..yet..she also has her strong point why she needed me to be ontime particularly on that day itself..

Rupa2nya jauh mereka datang dr Durian Mas..rasanya aku tak boleh teka dgn tepat Durian Mas ni kt mana tp aku tahu ianya jauh on the way nak ke cheneh di kemAman tp jalan ikut kuala Berang..somewhere there i think..n she told me that they needed to catch the last bus at 3.30pm : bus SP Bumi katanya.

Aku : maknya saya rasa bus cityliner ada jugak ke kuantan then lalu ikut Durian Mas (memulakn perbualan bg menutup rasa malu mbuat pesakit ttunggu-walhal seumur idup aku tula kali pertama aku silap naik bus 6 jam ke kuantan krn melalui AMBS n cheneh)

Mak pt : betul doktor..tp sebulan dua ni xdok doh..

Aku : jadi mak dtg pukul berapa td(soalan otak aku : why la xdtg awAl pagi??jd xla terkejar2aku ni nk inject chemo)..

Mak pt : sy turun mcm biasa td tp ni ha ..adzim(bukan nama sebenar) ..cirit birit..dh la terlepas bas masa time kt rumah..then kt tgh jln kena bhenti kt Stesen minyak..again berak..then kat bus station nk ke hospital 2 kali terlepas bus sbb dia cirit n nak ke toilet..ceriter maknya dengan tersenyum2..

Perbualan terhenti seketika

..to make it worse.line anak nya memang susah..setengah jam belek2 lengan pun blom tentu nampak uratnya..tp nasib baik mak patient phm..dulu ada central line tp dh infected so kena buang..now nk bagi iv methotrexate 0.7ml pun kena set line baru..then off..mmg xbbaloi..kalo cucuk sekali xper..ni 5 brannula blom tentu ok.

failed cannulation...

Aku : mana buku nya maknya(as usual pt akan ada nice chemo books in which every single important event will be recorded inside ..so any doctor who sees him will 'communicate' the review they made by writing it on that book)

Mak pt : sorry doktor.buku nya hilang..

Aku : huh??mak nya hilangkn..??tu buku tu mcm passport utk dia.

Mak pt : sy tahu doktor..aritu balik dr Hospital XYZ saya singgah solat subuh dgn dia kat masjid Abidin tiba2lepas solat tengok beg dh kena curi.,

sape2 yg singgah mesjid ni kalu terjumpa buku kaler pink dgn kod rahsia perubatan..tolong simpan...

Aku : Astagfirullah..saperla yg busuk hati sangat..kalo wang hilang sy blh maafkn lagi..ni buku2pesakit yg penting utk pesakit pun dikebas.,mmg xbhati perut(ingat nk sumpah dah tp aku berdoa pencuri tu dpt hidayah dr perbuatannya)..

...sambil tu masih berusaha lagi mencari vein akhirnya 3pm baru setel..i injected the drug n then quickly wrote my 'works' in his book..n then i allowed them to leave..hopefully they able to catch the last bus..

Deep inside my heart i prayed that the child will be able to get out from the relapse..relapse of leukimia in children carries poor prognosis..but medical miracle does happen sometimes..who knows..(http://www.all-kids.org/relapsequestions.html)

Tula kehidupan ni penuh dgn perkara2yg kita xmampu nak pikirkan..bayangkan ketabahan seorang ibu untuk memberi yang terbaik berkorban titik peluh dia utk kasih anak dia..

Semoga hari raya Haji kita thn ni sempat kita hidupkan semangat korban..

Sebelum itu enjoyla satu videoclip pengorbanan sepasang suami isteri menentang adat n budaya demi perkahwinan tercinta..See how a smart husband-wife can save their life forever..(except when God really calls them).

Akhir kalam SalamAidil Adha.

Sesungguhnya perkara yg biasa bg kita blh jd luarbiasa bg org lain - SH

our journey continued...Angkor Thom

perjalanan kami diteruskan lagi (sorry quite a long break for me to update n upload the progress of the journey for my current entry)..sebenarnya angkor Wat bukanla satu2nya tarikan utama di siem reap..kita akan terpaku dengan ketamadunan Khmer sekiranya kita melangkah ke monuments seterusnya di sini...

kedatangan ke muka pintu Angkor Thom akan disambut mesra oleh demons yg memegang nagas.

kebanyakan patung2 ni dh ada yg hilang kepala..hilang siku ..hilang ingatan..susah dh nak cari yg betul2 perfect..but our postulation about those demons are actually they were carved in distinctive manner as each of them shows a different complexion and facial expression eg grimacing, cool one, angry looking..etc..etc..

see..how serious they r..holding firmly the naga's tail..

close up the details of them...

sekarang kita dah sampai ke part yang penting jugak sebelum melangkah ke dalam angkor thom..kita akan melaui pintu gerbang yang mana menunjukkan ciri yg exclusive utk senibina Bayon ..

The Faces ..

dr internal view..terasa begitu berbeza...

then..kita akan melewati Bayon..kuilnya rosak teruk..tp disini bermula kebanyakn struktur2 penting yg perlu dilihat sekiranya bertandang ke sini...

reclining Buddha..and a lot more can be found here

the bas reliefs which is still well conserved here..

A very iconic Apsara..

so..di atas adlh sbhgn shj..(actually ni dlm kelam n kabut buat entry ni..)..ada beribu2 gambo lagi yg di ambil nak kongsi tp lately mmg xde masa nak upload byk...bagi menutup entry ada sesuatu yg menarik utk dikongsi disini..iaitu wpun kami terpegun dgn kehebatan tamadun lampau mereka..n jealous dgn kemajuan pencapaian masyarakat silam Khmer..ada satu perkara yg kami tidak kurang jelesnya..iaitu  soal kebersihan tandas..

ruang hadapan tandas..very clean n odourless

Sesuatu yang boleh dibanggakan..walaupun Angkor menerima kunjungan lawatan berpuluh2 ribu pelancong sehari..tetapi kebersihan tandas seperti begitu terjaga rapi..sehinggakan kami hampir2 memutuskan sekiranya tiada tempat sesuai solat..ruang legar di depan toilet di dalam kompleks angkor Thom ini antara list tempat terbesih n tersesuai..

sekian sahaja utk entry kali ini..

"sesuatu yg biasa bg kita boleh jadi luarbiasa utk org lain"-SH

Life is like a Ball..

Akhir2 ni memang busy nak update blog..lagipun memang blogger 'suka2ikut dang'- org Tganu panggil..jadi kalau xsempat(xdang) maknanya xupdatela blog ku ini...Bukan apa..saingan Piala Malaysia 2011 dah sampai ke kemuncaknya..dengan purata perlawanan 2 kali seminggu..pastu purata oncall jugok 2 kali seminggu(yang mana postcallnya akan collapse,so minus lagi 2 hari) jadi memang kalo plus-minus hari rehat tinggal berapa hari shj utk diluangkan menulis blog kehkehkehkeh...



terengganu 2011

Jam dah 2.30,25th oct 2011 (again 2.30 lagi : macam cursed period jer 2.30 ni)..tp 2.30pm la kali ni...time round pagi yang ditangguhkan kepada petang disebabkan ada hal pagi tadi setelkan kerja2 jabatan..huhuhuuuu..(bukan sebab bola yer.)..maklumla esok Deepavali..

Then sampai la kat cubicle tengah..sugul jer muka mak patient..patient punya muka lagi sugul..nak kata ill..tp temperature afebrile..good hydration..pink looking and no ivdrip even was on to indicate the severity level of the illness that might supress her appetite..

Aku : Maknya..sedih nampak..

Mak : Sedih doktor..cuti ni Deepavalai kami anak beranak dh plan dah nak bercuti..

Aku : bercuti ke mana?anak ni xberapa sihat..kan dh 8 hari demam..dan chest Xray pun ada jangkitan kuman..actually Lobar Penumonia..kalo macam nila gayanya..5 hari antibiotic melalui intravenous WAJIB mak dia..

........................lagi merah mata mak and patient : ibarat nonpurulent conjunctivitis...............

Aku : tp xper mak dia..biasanya kalo tengok keadaan keseluruhan pesakit memang nampak dia mungkin cepat sembuh..cuti2 ni nak kemana?

Mak : kami semua anak beranak dh bersedia nak ke Stadium Shah Alam..nak bagi sokongan kepada Terengganu sempena Piala Malaysia 2011 final..(sambil kesat airmata)

AKu : say what????Ooo Emm Gee.Astaghfirullah.mak dia hahhhahahahahhahahhhha(tergelak besor aku)..saya mak dia lagila 29th Oct ni oncall ..huhhuuuu(cuba empathy terhadap beliau-faham perasaan rakyat terengganu ni-gaya mat said MB).

empathy..sharing the feeling of being "busted"..

Begitu menebal semangat dia..huhuhuuu..then i just continued my round to the next patient..dok leh hamber nok tolong.. Sebenarnya mutu bolasepak negeri kadang2 'bermusim' tetapi bagi tahun 2011..pencapaian terengganu..paling diminati kerana memberi hiburan sihat buat rakyat yang inginkan persembahan padang yang menggembirakan...jesteru skuad penggempur Terengganu dilihat berada pada landasan terbaik dalam mewujudkan impak positif semangat bersatu melalui sukan kepada rakyat (jangan terlampau taksub kenegerian sudah sehingga terasa diri/pasukan lebih baik dari org lain)..

Begitulah agaknya perasaan keluarga 'bahagia' tersebut..rancangan ke kubu shah alam mungkin kabur(gelap gambor org tganu panggil)..

Sesuatu yg agak menarik untuk dikongsi..setelah analisa, research kedaikopi dan observatory study yang aku sendiri buat..why some Terengganu peoples are so much affected emotionally for this football season particularly for Malaysian Cup 2011..it seems that everybody is having football fever..but surprisingly, the way they support their home-team is extremely more than usual..(sorry berbahasa penjajah...biasa org terengganu sensitif sikit kalo kita speaking)..

So daripada analisa aku sebenarnya why rakyat Terengganu ni bersemangat sangat kali ni adalah disokong beberapa faktor :

1.  Sebab  utama adlah setelah menangnya ke atas kelantan and Selangor..walaupun perlawanan kira anti-klimaks..tp rata2 penyokong Terengganu dh berpuashati dapat mencalar ego kelantan and selangor..ibarat misi membuktikan penguasaan bola sepak negara apabila menewaskan Kelantan yang mencanagkan kehebatan pasukan mereka..dan kehebatan bisa menumpaskan RedGiant..semangat tersebut diterjemahkan utk menutup mulut2 sesetengah pihak termasuklah penganalisa bolasepak.




Biasala kalo sekali sekala bergaduh dgn 'jiran'..Hari raya bermaafan2 la..



Misi 33 : huhuhu..amri yahya sebelum medial collateral ligament tear (aku xpernah buat ortho jd xphm la MCL tear ni..)



winning a game requires an effort in concert..


2.  Sesungguhnya permainan mutu yang menarik juga menjadi punca peminat mula berduyun2 memberi kepercayaan bahawa hiburan melalui sukan adalah nadi menyemaikan semangat bersatu bersama..kebanyakan golongan dewasa maupun ibubapa melihat prospek bolasepak negeri begitu mengujakan setelah mendapati kebanyakan barisan pemain adalah locals..terasa dekat dengan pemain yang jugak anak negeri kelahiran Terengganu menyuntik semangat mencontohi sikap dan skill mereka untuk anak2muda di sini..la ni semua org pakat pakai jersi negeri..dgn gaya permainan pun cuba me'mimik' gaya pemain yang diminati..

penyokong...tulang belakang pemain...

3. Sebagaimana semangat juang pemain yang ditonjolkan begitula semangat yang difikirkan dan dirasakan bagi setiap rakyat negeri..hingga kini semangat budak2kecik yang setiap petang bermain bola baik dipadang maupun dipantai, pun dipupuk utk bermain bersungguh2..maka xheranla kalo kat internet/facebook/twitter TERENGGANU FC hampir 80000 'like' direkodkan dan sekiranya dilihat pada komen2 mereka sesetengah mereka begitu sensitif bila dcabar semangat kenegerian (sepatutnya xperlu terlampau extreme,kerana permainan ini adalah sementara).

the best photo of the year..mcmana smgt berpasukan diterjemahkan...(sedih jugop)

Akhir kata, berikut adalah sesuatu personal untuk dikongsi..bagi penulis penggempur trio berbisa Hadi-Manaf-Ashaari adalah begitu menghiburkan (walaupun Rajagopal xpandang Manaf & Ashaari : kamu semua kebanggaan kami-from my innermost feeling at least)..sama juga midfielder n winger : Joseph,Faruqi,nordin,Mazlizam,Helmi..baik bek pertahanan Marzuki,Faizal,Resyafeeq..kesebelasan biasa..tp hambe plg risau Sarbinee ahhhahahaha...tidak lupa juga buat coach Hj irfan Bakti.wpun coach pandai tp kalo anak buah xpandai pun xjadi..



The holy trio : Ashaari-Manaf-Hadi..



Most likely thn depan Joseph pun dah xder..okla tue positive decision for him to upgrade his level..

A night for those fans...

Saha the silent killer...

Okla..sempena 29th October ni final..harap2..dapatla semua pasukan bermain dgn baik.kemenangan itu penting..tp menjaga mutu perlawanan lagii penting..kalau boleh xmahu doh tengok aksi buang masa di padang..melengah2kan permainan..harap pasukan Terengganu dapat mengekalkan momentum sehingga wisel penamat..saat2 terakhir pun masih ada cahaya untuk menang sepertimana gol penyamaan and bounced back yang dilakukan pada Final piala FA june lalu..

Walaupun aku oncall sabtu ni..semoga game depan kita menang..insyaAllah..

**Entry kali ini lebih kepada tribute kepada pasukan terengganu..yang telah menceriakan hari2 ku sempena misi memburu piala Malaysia 2011..

"akhirnya..sesuatu yang biasa bg kita, boleh jadi luarbiasa utk yang lain" SH.